Work was fine. I managed to get through the whole day without incident, thank God.

1) Stuffed from a delicious dinner of Chinese food and chocolate, feeling slightly guilty for it
2) I'm trying to build up the umph to work out on the elliptical and not succeeding
3) Psyched about the beach tomorrow, but tired at the same time
4) Proud that I took a sub position yesterday. Yes it was Kinders, i survived, and enjoyed it
5) I really appreciate and am thankful for my sweet, awesome coworkers, we are truely a team and have each others backs . . . I think this fact is also making it so hard to leave . . .
6) But I really need to stop stalling and get back on the horse, it is slightly pathetic remaining in this stasis, even if I feel slight reprieve from career related stress, I now have other stressors, monetary stress is at the top of the list

"I hope someday somebody wants to hold you for 20 minutes straight and that's all they do. They don't pull away. They don't look at your face. They don't try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms and hold on tight, without an ounce of selfishness in it." - Waitress

Feeling insecure ...research has suggested that more attractive people are happier in life - makes sense, but still. . .

Can you build a thicker skin, or is it something you are born with? Would like to work on this.

Sometimes I feel too vulnerable and transparent



"I hate my job, all of my rich friends I hate everyone to the bitter end. Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight I hate my life!" -Theory of a Deadman