My grandfather had a wonderful ceremony filled with flowers, limo rides, family, and a 3 gun salute.

You know you're fucked when ...
you feel like going out and having fun, but realize you can't afford it
you have nightmares (that wake you up at 4 am)about not being able to pay your grocery bill
you find out that taxes were not taken out of your pay check and you owe the government $800 (which you don't have)
you realize that you are not living up to your potential and have wasted a few years of your life
you experience random, mild bouts of anxiety